Words soaked in with a smile
but all the while
feelings stirring, blurring
until my guts are tearing
and I can't take
what was a past mistake
when present tense
makes much more sense,
and yet I can't live in pretence
when I stay on my defence
and that's why I lock you out
but I never shout.
Over the brim
willing my thoughts to dim
and just for the mean time
I'll smile and say that I'll be fine,
meanwhile
in denial
feeling words will always leave me riled.
But no.
I'll close file,
end trial,
it's all soaked in,
forgetting what's been,
it's all soaked in with a smile
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