Welcome to my Mind

I'm writing down all of my problems

so that I don't have to say them out loud;

1. I do not earn enough money to achieve the lifestyle I wish to have.

2. I lack the effort and time achieve the lifestyle I wish to have.

3. Aside from a select few friends,

who I don't get to see as much as I would like,

I am disillusioned by society.

4. I crave a stable relationship,

but any situation where I could potentially meet a girl

is one where they would highlight their moral ambiguity

and I am very particular about how people should act in a proper manner.

5. It is expected of me to be more uncouth,

afterall I am only young,

but to think of being that person sickens me

and as young as I may be, I am sure of who I am.
6. I take life, and myself,
far too seriously.

7. I feel I have nothing to offer society,

and although I frequently show potential,

I fear I will always be not quite good enough.

8. I lack the focus required to succeed

in my far too numerous ambitions.

9. I am always craving more,

and so I feel I will never be completely happy with what I have.

10. If I display my sadness, I am met with contempt rather than concern.

11. I am a mess, and I am running out of time to put that right.